Thursday, January 17, 2008

Sick and Tired

First wk of school and i am already dancing for 4 days, inclusive of weekly Sunday hip hop. By the time i reached home mum is asleep. When she left for work i am still sleeping if my lessons r in the afternoon. Shows how much communication there is within my family. Bro is seldom at home too every since he's gt a gf. So sry jx and ser, shall not join ur on fri le. Wanna spend more time with my mummy.
This afternoon went to bugis with hp and el to shop. The adidas shop still dun have nice dance pants for ladies. Where else can i get nice and cheap ones?
A lot of admin stuff to settle. Buy and sell texts, weekly online case analysis, redoing resume and cover letter for applying of intern, jazz admin stuff(the last thing i wan to settle. Faster get it over and done with when the class starts and then focus on school work and practices.) Pray hard welcome tea will go smoothly. Dunno how the turn out will be though.

Suddenly there's these few questions dat pop into my mind. How do u define hard work? Everyone's definition of their own extent of hard work is different. How do u noe if u had worked hard? From ur performance? Every time we said we'll try our best but what is our best? How do u noe its the best? What makes u think u can't go further? hmm...

And to shan mei mei: dun worry abt finding a job. economy doin v well now. though u may not wan sth 'wow' and prefer 'peace', who noes the moment u graduate u will be able to get a 'wow' offer. most impt thing is u like the job, the environment and ur colleagues. whatever u set now and u achieve it, its still an achievement and dun have to compare to what others will achieve in the future cos what they wan may be diff frm what u wan. jia you! embrace ur new phase of life with optimism and confidence! ur frens will be dere to sppt u =)

current mode: i'm sick and tired of everything...